Killing Me Softly...

Have you ever felt yourself so consumed in something, you knew it was practically eating your soul? I came to that realization today. I sat around all morning, just stewing, when I paused...took a breath...and said to myself, this is consuming me. The impossible part is that I know the solution; I know how to make things better. It's the acceptance of that solution...the actual going through with it...that I can't bring myself to do. I honestly don't think I have it in me. But...I don't know how much longer I can deal with the consuming rage that is taking chunks out of my soul, either.

To getting out alive...